Trapped inside my head

Will I ever move beyond the mistakes I have made? 

I fall short time and time again 

Will my failures always define me? 

Will I ever find my way? 

There’s no way out 

Trapped inside my head 

Fighting to be heard 

Demanding to be seen 

Aching…

Breathing… 

And off I go 

Is there life after death? 

Anybody waiting for me? 

I disappeared in the night 

Screamed…

And nothing changed 

Will I always feel this pain?

Determined to fill this hole?  

I’m my biggest danger to myself

Wandering alone in the night

Searching…

Is there life after death? 

Or…

Just darkness