There is something so rewarding in letting go of a toxic person. There is a sense of peace and the anxiety and anguish once previously captivating just melts away.
This advice was given by so many and yet I refused to listen allowing myself to get sucked back into the pain over and over. I learned the hard way I would never be good enough, and yet, I continued trying to prove to myself that I am. Why do I allow one person to control my self worth? I'm loved and adored by so many, and yet I couldn't see it...or maybe I just didn't want too.
A week ago I made the decision that I am not going to be disrespected, talked down too, or made to feel so small and a week ago I let it go. The pain has diminished significantly and I can finally a breathe a breath of fresh air. I am better than the negativty, I am better than the cheating and the lies. I am better.
One week ago I shut the door to my past, one week ago I made a change. It was completely worth it.
You can't control me anymore.
