Monday, May 31, 2021

The passing of time

 The ships keep on sailing until the end of time 

But time is one thing we never get back 

Grieving the days of the past 

Mourning the loss of all the things we cannot change 

Time keeps moving 

In some ways it seems that time is circling around us

Watching children grow into young adults molded and scarred by the world 

Time carries on 

There are times the tears stream and roll and you wonder where it all went wrong 

Just take me backwards so I can fix all that has been broken, mend the anger and patch up the hate 

Time stops for no one 

You don’t realize you’re watching your parents grow old right in front of you as you demand everything they have and suck their energy deflating them further than who they wanted to be 

As you blink and carry on through the wonderment of childhood 

Battling all the torments of the world - never knowing when your breath will be the last one 

Time will never stand still 

A grandparent passes and you realize that time doesn’t care if you’re ready it will continue ticking 

Ticking until that’s all you can hear 

Time passing 

Children don’t keep - and you waste your time waiting for the new milestones -that you often forget to enjoy the ones you’re in

Until you look back and all you have are photos and memories you’ll never have again

Baby toes and bottle feeding end in what feels like an eternity until all you have are eye rolls, feet stomping, back talking teenagers and you understand that babies will never keep 

Wishing time will pass in a constant stream of every day life - if I can just get through this work day, this hour, this month until you wake up and realize you wished your life away 

Everyday is passing And they feel like they are all the same 

Wrinkles begin to take over - white begins to shimmer in your once brown hair 

The breath you’re breathing could be your last 

Your body creaks and breaks underneath you giving up when it was just young and healthy not long ago 

You’re fading understanding that your time is coming 

All the memories are flooding back - refusing to accept that this is where it ends 

This is where it all ends 

Time’s a thief